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I miss when there was a right or a wrong ... now everything is so gray
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I've finally realized that I can no longer escape from this reality anymore.
This is my life. I'm just going to have to learn to deal with it.
Yay.
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10/25 Monster Massive - Lady Bug
10/30 Party Party Party - Where's Wanda (Waldo's Girlfriend)
10/31 SB! - Victoria Secret Angels with my roomies <3
11/1 SB! 80's Flash Dance Girl!

I <3 Halloween!  I <3 my roommates! I <3 my friends!

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You know what? Life is good.
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I had to sell my car =[
I will be without a car for the next few months until I can save up and buy another car. Boo.
Luckily, Phillip will let me borrow his car for the next few weeks while he's gone. Yee!
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lucky by jason mraz & colbie callait <3 
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www.pandora.com
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If you surround yourself with good people and keep yourself busy, you have no time to be sad.

P.S. Fannie - I'm starting to write down 5 things that make me happy everyday too!

I'm also trying to do 5 nice things a day. You think it's easy, but at the end of the day, when you try to list out 5 things that you did just to be nice, it's harder than you think!

You have to put yourself in a happier place to be in a happier place!

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Ever since I started working full time at UCSD, they start withholding 7.5% of my paycheck towards retirement!  :(

Including taxes, thats over a hundred dollars taken away from my paycheck.

BOO!!!!

Good News though, when I stop working for UCSD (which probably won't be for another 2 years), I can get all that money back?

but still, BUMMER!

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Dreaming about drowning is common and it invokes fear. However, it may have positive significance. This dream suggests to the dreamer that he may be overwhelmed by unresolved emotions, old issues, or a current crisis. It suggests that a release of the old is necessary in order to emerge and begin anew. This dream serves to awaken the dreamer to embrace and to effectively cope with problems and negativity in his life
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Life's good. Life sucks?
I don't know, I'm too busy to care.
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I can't believe it, we're halfway done with college!
So fast!
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I have two finals tomorrow that I don't want to study for -- so here goes:

11 things to 10 people you've always wanted to say

  1. I used to be jealous of you, then I loathed you, now I sympathize with you.
  2. The reason why I haven't apologized is because I don't think I was wrong.
  3. I'm proud of you for everything you've accomplished, but I'm excited for the things you're going to learn.
  4. I sometimes think you're the girl he wants.
  5. Sometimes I feel like you look down on me for the decisions I make.
  6. I hope you figure something out soon.
  7. Its been a long process, but I can see that you're happy.
  8. You need to learn to walk on your own.
  9. Its a shame we're not friends anymore.
  10. One Republic says it perfectly, "It's too late to apologize"
  11. Sorry for always being a burden to you.

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my life is a series of unfortunate events 
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1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
Le

2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
In-N-Out Burger :)

3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
It was either Soju, CapMo, or a Jello Shot -- Can't remember?

4. How many significant others have you cheated on?
Zero

5. What is more essential - a pretty face or a great body?
Pretty face, its less awkward

6. What is the value of all the jewelry on you?
I don't have any jewelry on me.

7. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
fine arts

8. When was the last time you got a good workout?
Way too long ago

9. Best kind of pizza?
Hawaiian

10. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go first?
Express

11. Where did your last hug take place?
I gave Jay a hug in front of Rubio's

12. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Saturday night?
Watching Lust Caution with Jessica and Lauren

13. Are you a quitter?
Yes

14. Who was the last person you had in your room?
Celene Chou, my roomie

15. Is your bedroom window open?
Yes

16. Can you speak another language?
Yes

17. How about put your legs behind your head?
Sometimes

18. What is in store for your future?
I agree with Julia -- life full of difficulty

19. Who was the last band you saw live?
Does Sean Kingston count? If not, Jupiter Rising

20. Where was the last time you danced while under the influence?
Sun God

21. Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?
Always

22. What is your favorite soda?
Coca-Cola

23. How many songs are on your iTunes?
13,000 -- its slowing down my computer

24. What was the last item you purchased that was over $500?
None

25. Have you been through driver's ed yet?
yes

26. What kind of car do you have?
I don't have one, ask me next week

27. Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
04, Roomies, Le

28. Where was the last place you drove to?
I drove home when BIlly couldn't drive

29. Nickname?
JAQ ATTAQ

30. Are you experienced?
Depends

31. Any historical figures that you envy?
Plenty

32. Describe what you're wearing in detail?
Dark blue express jeans, grey blue wife beater with silver stripes, and a white zip up hoodie, and tan flip flops

33. What brand of digital camera do you own?
I had a canon, but it is broken

34. What do you think about people who party a lot?
Good for them

35. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Depends on who I'm talking to

36. What makes a perfect evening?
Doing whatever I feel like doing that day

37. Who was the last person to sleep over at your house?
Ellen and her boyfriend

38. iPod?
Also broken 

39. How often do you tan, if you do at all?
I don't want to tan, but  I always tan

40. What was the last CD you purchased?
I don't even remember

41. Have you ever been offered a job?
Sure?

42. What are two bands/singers that you will always love?
Michael Jackson and Nsync

43. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
No

45. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Sang and Jessica

46. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
Sloth

47. Do you do homework in coffee shops?
I Have

FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE
1. Brand Representative
2. Caller
3. Fiscal Assistant
4. 

FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER
1. Mean Girls
2  How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
3. Any Disney movie
4. When Harry Met  Sally

FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN:
1. san jose
2. la jolla
3. Denver, Co
4. Charlotte, NC

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH
1. F.R.I.E.N.D.S
2. America's Best Dance Crew
3. Family Guy
4.

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION
1. Vietnam
2. Taiwan
3. Florida
4. Texas?

FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY:
1. UCSD email
2. perezhilton.com
3. facebook
4. gmail

FOUR OF YOUR ALL-TIME FAVOURITE RESTAURANTS no particular order
1. Pho Places
2. Macaroni Grill
3. Soup Plantation
4. Fuddruckers

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS
1. Vietnamese Food
2. Wendy's chicken nuggets with Sweet and Sour Sauce
3. Ravioli
4. Apple Pears

FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
1. san jose
2. disneyland
3. with my mom
4. at the beach

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You try to do things to keep your mind off things, to have fun... but at the end of the day, nothing else matters.
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Isn't it interesting how we always let our insecurities get the best of us?
Well, at least I know I do.

Insecurities are hard because you can't get rid of them. I mean, everyone has just that one thing... and no matter how much you justify how wrong your insecurities are, you simply can't change the way you feel. The worst part about insecurities are that they can overwhelmingly influence your decisions in life, causing you to do or say something stupid or that you will regret. Even worse, you can suppress and ignore your insecurities, which will only bite you in the ass later. . .

Moral of the story: Insecurities suck.

On the other hand, the Across the Universe Soundtrack is quite awesome

Current Music:
Across the Universe Soundtrack
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People keep asking me why I took 5 classes this quarter... because I'm a fucking dumbass, that's why!
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San Jose and San Diego are way too far.
I want to go back, so badly :(
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Listening to this song always puts me in a better mood :)
I love how music can do that to you.
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