urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq jaqattaq jaqolynne@gmail.com jaqattaq 2009-09-05T03:35:28Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:23489 2009-09-05T03:35:28Z 2009-09-05T03:35:28Z I&nbsp;miss when there was a right or a wrong ... now everything is so gray urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:21580 2008-11-12T21:04:06Z 2008-11-12T21:04:06Z I've finally realized that I can no longer escape from this reality anymore.<br />This is my life. I'm just going to have to learn to deal with it.<br />Yay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:21415 2008-11-03T21:44:15Z 2008-11-03T21:44:15Z 10/25 Monster Massive - Lady Bug<br />10/30 Party Party Party - Where's Wanda (Waldo's Girlfriend)<br />10/31 SB! - Victoria Secret Angels with my roomies&nbsp;&lt;3<br />11/1 SB! 80's Flash Dance Girl!<br /><br />I &lt;3 Halloween!&nbsp; I&nbsp;&lt;3 my roommates! I &lt;3 my friends! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:20818 2008-09-12T06:58:14Z 2008-09-12T06:58:14Z You know what? Life is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:20678 2008-09-07T21:43:40Z 2008-09-07T21:43:40Z I&nbsp;had to sell my car =[<br />I will be without a car for the next few months until I&nbsp;can save up and buy another car. Boo.<br />Luckily, Phillip will let me borrow his car for the next few weeks while he's gone. Yee! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:20313 2008-08-05T21:30:17Z 2008-08-05T21:30:17Z lucky by jason mraz &amp; colbie callait &lt;3&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:20154 2008-08-01T19:47:54Z 2008-08-01T19:47:54Z www.pandora.com urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:19826 2008-07-30T20:45:39Z 2008-07-30T20:45:39Z If you surround yourself with good people and keep yourself busy, you have no time to be sad.<br /><br />P.S. Fannie - I'm starting to write down 5 things that make me happy everyday too! <br /><br />I'm also trying to do 5 nice things a day. You think it's easy, but at the end of the day, when you try to list out 5 things that you did just to be nice, it's harder than you think!<br /><br />You have to put yourself in a happier place to be in a happier place! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:19646 2008-07-23T16:45:21Z 2008-07-23T16:45:21Z Ever since I started working full time at UCSD, they start withholding 7.5% of my paycheck towards retirement!&nbsp; :(<br /><br />Including taxes, thats over a hundred dollars taken away from my paycheck.<br /><br />BOO!!!!<br /><br />Good News though, when I stop working for UCSD (which probably won't be for another 2 years), I can get all that money back?<br /><br />but still, BUMMER! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:19334 2008-07-22T17:04:42Z 2008-07-22T17:06:30Z <font color="#000000">Dreaming about drowning is common and it invokes fear. However, it may have positive significance. This dream suggests to the dreamer that he may be overwhelmed by <i>unresolved emotions, old issues, or a current crisis.</i> It suggests that a release of the old is necessary in order to emerge and begin anew. This dream serves to awaken the dreamer to embrace and to effectively cope with problems and negativity in his life</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:19077 2008-07-17T17:08:44Z 2008-07-17T17:08:44Z Life's good. Life sucks?<br />I don't know, I'm too busy to care. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:18527 2008-06-17T04:08:12Z 2008-06-17T04:08:12Z I can't believe it, we're halfway done with college!<br />So fast! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:17965 2008-06-13T05:10:51Z 2008-06-13T06:36:29Z I have two finals tomorrow that I don't want to study for -- so here goes:<br /><br /><br /><br />11 things to 10 people you've always wanted to say<br /><ol><li>I used to be jealous of you, then I loathed you, now I sympathize with you.</li><li>The reason why I haven't apologized is because I don't think I was wrong.</li><li>I'm proud of you for everything you've accomplished, but I'm excited for the things you're going to learn.</li><li>I sometimes think you're the girl he wants.</li><li>Sometimes I feel like you look down on me for the decisions I make.</li><li>I hope you figure something out soon.</li><li>Its been a long process, but I can see that you're happy.</li><li>You need to learn to walk on your own.</li><li>Its a shame we're not friends anymore.</li><li>One Republic says it perfectly, "It's too late to apologize"</li><li>Sorry for always being a burden to you.</li></ol> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:17628 2008-05-28T18:22:22Z 2008-05-28T18:22:22Z my life is a series of unfortunate events&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:17216 2008-05-21T02:37:00Z 2008-05-21T02:43:08Z <div class="caption"> </div><div class="bodyl">1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?<br />Le<br /><p>2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?<br />In-N-Out Burger :)<br /></p><p>3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?<br />It was either Soju, CapMo, or a Jello Shot -- Can't remember?<br /></p><p>4. How many significant others have you cheated on?<br />Zero</p><p>5. What is more essential - a pretty face or a great body?<br />Pretty face, its less awkward<br /></p><p>6. What is the value of all the jewelry on you?<br />I don't have any jewelry on me.</p><p>7. Medicine, fine arts, or law?<br />fine arts</p><p>8. When was the last time you got a good workout?<br />Way too long ago<br /></p><p>9. Best kind of pizza?<br />Hawaiian<br /></p><p>10. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go first?<br />Express</p><p>11. Where did your last hug take place?<br />I gave Jay a hug in front of Rubio's<br /></p><p>12. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Saturday night?<br />Watching Lust Caution with Jessica and Lauren</p><p>13. Are you a quitter?<br />Yes</p><p>14. Who was the last person you had in your room?<br />Celene Chou, my roomie<br /></p><p>15. Is your bedroom window open?<br />Yes</p><p>16. Can you speak another language?<br />Yes</p><p>17. How about put your legs behind your head?<br />Sometimes</p><p>18. What is in store for your future?<br />I agree with Julia -- life full of difficulty<br /></p><p>19. Who was the last band you saw live?<br />Does Sean Kingston count? If not, Jupiter Rising<br /></p><p>20. Where was the last time you danced while under the influence?<br />Sun God<br /></p><p>21. Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?<br />Always</p><p>22. What is your favorite soda?<br />Coca-Cola</p><p>23. How many songs are on your iTunes?<br />13,000 -- its slowing down my computer<br /></p><p>24. What was the last item you purchased that was over $500?<br />None<br /></p><p>25. Have you been through driver's ed yet?<br />yes</p><p>26. What kind of car do you have?<br />I don't have one, ask me next week</p><p>27. Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?<br />04, Roomies, Le</p><p>28. Where was the last place you drove to?<br />I drove home when BIlly couldn't drive<br /></p><p>29. Nickname?<br />JAQ ATTAQ<br /></p><p>30. Are you experienced?<br />Depends</p><p>31. Any historical figures that you envy?<br />Plenty</p><p>32. Describe what you're wearing in detail?<br />Dark blue express jeans, grey blue wife beater with silver stripes, and a white zip up hoodie, and tan flip flops</p><p>33. What brand of digital camera do you own?<br />I had a canon, but it is broken<br /></p><p>34. What do you think about people who party a lot?<br />Good for them<br /></p><p>35. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?<br />Depends on who I'm talking to<br /></p><p>36. What makes a perfect evening?<br />Doing whatever I feel like doing that day<br /></p><p>37. Who was the last person to sleep over at your house?<br />Ellen and her boyfriend <br /></p><p>38. iPod?<br />Also broken&nbsp; </p><p>39. How often do you tan, if you do at all?<br />I don't want to tan, but&nbsp; I always tan<br /></p><p>40. What was the last CD you purchased?<br />I don't even remember<br /></p><p>41. Have you ever been offered a job?<br />Sure?<br /></p><p>42. What are two bands/singers that you will always love?<br />Michael Jackson and Nsync</p><p>43. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?<br />No</p><p>45. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?<br />Sang and Jessica<br /></p><p>46. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?<br />Sloth</p><p>47. Do you do homework in coffee shops?<br />I Have</p><p>FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE<br />1. Brand Representative<br />2. Caller<br />3. Fiscal Assistant<br />4.&nbsp;<br /> </p><p>FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER<br />1. Mean Girls<br />2&nbsp; How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days<br />3. Any Disney movie<br />4. When Harry Met&nbsp; Sally<br /></p><p>FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN:<br />1. san jose<br />2. la jolla<br />3. Denver, Co<br />4. Charlotte, NC<br /> </p><p>FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH<br />1. F.R.I.E.N.D.S<br />2. America's Best Dance Crew<br />3. Family Guy<br />4. <br /></p><p>FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION<br />1. Vietnam<br />2. Taiwan<br />3. Florida<br />4. Texas?<br /></p><p>FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY:<br />1. UCSD email<br />2. perezhilton.com<br />3. facebook<br />4. gmail<br /></p><p>FOUR OF YOUR ALL-TIME FAVOURITE RESTAURANTS no particular order<br />1. Pho Places<br />2. Macaroni Grill<br />3. Soup Plantation<br />4. Fuddruckers<br /> </p><p>FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS<br />1. Vietnamese Food <br />2. Wendy's chicken nuggets with Sweet and Sour Sauce<br />3. Ravioli<br />4. Apple Pears<br /></p><p>FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW<br />1. san jose<br />2. disneyland<br />3. with my mom<br />4. at the beach</p></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:17143 2008-05-17T06:17:22Z 2008-05-17T06:17:22Z You try to do things to keep your mind off things, to have fun... but at the end of the day, nothing else matters. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:16521 2008-04-16T05:25:59Z 2008-04-16T05:29:46Z Across the Universe Soundtrack Isn't it interesting how we always let our insecurities get the best of us?<br />Well, at least I know I do.<br /><br />Insecurities are hard because you can't get rid of them. I mean, everyone has just that one thing... and no matter how much you justify how wrong your insecurities are, you simply can't change the way you feel. The worst part about insecurities are that they can overwhelmingly influence your decisions in life, causing you to do or say something stupid or that you will regret. Even worse, you can suppress and ignore your insecurities, which will only bite you in the ass later. . .<br /><br />Moral of the story: Insecurities suck.<br /><br />On the other hand, the Across the Universe Soundtrack is quite <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/f-Qiaa/playlist/rzuvtMd8/across_the_universe_soundtrack_music_playlist/">awesome</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:16261 2008-03-19T06:14:12Z 2008-03-19T06:14:12Z People keep asking me why I took 5 classes this quarter... because I'm a fucking dumbass, that's why! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:15814 2008-02-01T07:07:21Z 2008-02-01T07:07:21Z San Jose and San Diego are way too far. <br />I want to go back, so badly :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:15590 2008-01-30T12:21:38Z 2008-01-30T12:21:38Z Listening to this song always puts me in a better mood :)<br />I love how music can do that to you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:14603 2008-01-13T20:43:01Z 2008-01-13T20:43:01Z mm tons of funs.. had a blast..<br />but no more alcohol for me, for a while urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:14470 2008-01-09T08:29:53Z 2008-01-09T08:29:53Z I can't decide if this is a good or bad start to the new year.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:13402 2007-12-26T22:27:16Z 2007-12-26T22:27:16Z <div class="contentlisting"><div class="contentlistingheader">Conversation Starters: #20</div><div class="contentlistingbody">Being in love doesn't just make you swoon -- it also makes you stupid. Studies found that romantic feelings inhibit parts of the brain responsible for critical thinking.</div></div><p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:11133 2007-11-04T22:34:24Z 2007-11-04T22:34:24Z I guess it's fun to be a bit <i>risque</i> every once in a while :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jaqattaq:10816 2007-10-22T20:48:21Z 2007-10-22T22:49:14Z NO SCHOOL TODAY OR TOMORROW DUE TO THE POOR AIR QUALITY!<br />i had a midterm today! so happy :)